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New York City. 19. Blaise. Wesleyan University

literally my parents wouldnt even be mad if i like decided to drop out and go liek travel forever or live on a commune but ITS ME WHO IS SO SCARED AND ATTACHED OT THE BULLSHIT SYSTEM WE HAVE HERE I CANT EVEN DO WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO WHICH IS FUCKING LIVE JESUS i sound like a literal idiot but idgaf serious crises happening

i seriously think i need an adderall prescription (because honestly everyone benefits from it) but like i cant do work before last minute ever and it takes me so long and i get so distracted help

damn college is hard as fuck and grades are dumb and i have no motivation for things i dont like and im scared of being a loser and having no money and being sad